My ideas came rushing down my fingertips ...
I decided to sleep in their house that day. Actually, we planned that I will sleep there.
Those were the only lines in this post - the first not making any sense :). Supposedly a continuation of previous posts relaying the events that happened with my previous relationship, this has stayed as a draft since 2009. Labeled only as Draft, I have decided the title to have the same label - although I have decided not to discard it. How ironic ***chuckle***.
I have been so young then - much blinded by the idea of 'true love', a novelist's mind's creative hands. So young to even realize that everything's a lie. A neophyte in the arena of bisexuals driven only by lust and lies. But all those were behind me, I have matured, or perhaps evolved and learned how to survive.
That now, I realized further that all this reminiscing is quite pathetic. However, I choose not to delete those previous posts, for posterity. Something to learn from I guess.
The only option left for me as well as for any sane man is to walk forward. And looking for a quote about walking forward, I stumble upon one from Cecelia Ahern:
“Alone or not, you gotta walk forward.”It has always been true all this time - alone or not. We've started walking forward with lots of love and companions, but in time, we chose a different path where we, more often than not, are left alone. It's human to look for companions but I guess we don't need to look for one, they come and go along the way. What we can just do is to savor every moment when there was that companionship and be thankful for its mere presence, nothing more. So that when we're alone once again, we will continue to walk forward. If your paths converge, and you chose to create a new path where the two of you can travel together, that is a choice worth choosing.
So here I am, walking forward with discarded drafts behind me, to which I should never look back.
