All i can ask is why? Why? why? and another why? because you know that situation wherein there is this something - sometimes feelings, actions, words, inside you that wanted to come out but it's just that it is so afraid to do so...it is sos hard to express this kind of feeling. i wanted to love...yes, i did fall in love many times already...but all of those loves are forbidden...beyond the scope of consciousness or sanity..something some people call insanity, abnormality, of the devil...just like 'ol times! what i wanted is that someone would love me...that someone is the one i want, not what "it should be" wants...they say that the "it should be" is this: man is for woman and woman is for man...love, where are you?!!! yo gusto amor! donde esta amor?! donde???.......
